My life has become nothing. I am so dependent on a few people in my life. When you loose one, my whole life comes to a halt. I really don't know what to do. I also have no transportation. My water pump broke and I can't fix it. If i beg really hard i might get a Cadillac, just maybe. If I'm lucky it will be soon. I'm so dependent on my car. I miss her. She's my Nel-nel.
I sorta wanna see Horrorpops and The Pink Spiders Saturday. Who wants to stay in Philly for the weekend with me and em?
So today I bleached, and dyed my hair today. No help from my mom. Fucking bitch. You know how hard it is to foil the back of your own hair? So my camera is dead and i lost the charger. And my camcorder doesn't have a flash, so the picture just made my hair look orange. I'll post it anyway. In real life its more of a pinkish red.
I'm such a fat ass, and i really want a Bento box or some wontons right now. My mom made pork chops. I really hate pork chops.
